1 00:00:05,255 --> 00:00:08,291 - Here. Take my picture. - Why? 2 00:00:08,425 --> 00:00:12,672 Happy thoughts. For my beautiful, young friend. I love you, sweetie. 3 00:00:12,804 --> 00:00:15,377 - What are you doing? - Piggy-back ride. 4 00:00:15,515 --> 00:00:17,971 Rube said we can't go where they're going. 5 00:00:18,101 --> 00:00:22,051 Open door's an invitation. Gotta jump while the door's open! 6 00:00:27,235 --> 00:00:32,478 Why do I keep losing all the things and people that I care about? 7 00:00:32,615 --> 00:00:34,573 Reapers come and go. That's life. 8 00:00:34,701 --> 00:00:36,693 It's Daisy. Daisy Adair. 9 00:00:36,828 --> 00:00:39,663 - Daisy's a reaper. - I'll call you Georgia. 10 00:00:39,789 --> 00:00:43,075 I hated her instantly. 11 00:00:44,419 --> 00:00:46,744 I hated her a little less. 12 00:00:46,880 --> 00:00:51,209 I died during the making of Gone With The Wind. I am an actress. 13 00:00:51,343 --> 00:00:54,842 - You miss your sister? - I was told there would be cookies. 14 00:00:54,971 --> 00:00:57,925 You pick when I'm stressed to get into this shit. 15 00:00:58,058 --> 00:01:01,473 - Reggie's principal called. - She's been cutting school? 16 00:01:01,603 --> 00:01:04,010 - Seems so. - Where the hell's she going? 17 00:01:06,000 --> 00:01:12,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 18 00:02:12,298 --> 00:02:17,174 I remember learning that the average human head weighs 20 Ibs. 19 00:02:17,303 --> 00:02:22,012 I know a lot of that is skull and flesh and hair, if you've got hair, 20 00:02:22,142 --> 00:02:26,602 but that still leaves a couple of pounds of pure grey matter. 21 00:02:26,730 --> 00:02:29,980 And that means tons of tiny neurons firing away, 22 00:02:30,108 --> 00:02:35,103 sending little messages to each other like, "I love to do the salsa"... 23 00:02:36,906 --> 00:02:40,525 .. or testing other neurons with questions like, 24 00:02:40,660 --> 00:02:43,578 "Why am I only having sex with myself?" 25 00:02:45,665 --> 00:02:49,414 And while we work hard making our brains work for us, 26 00:02:49,544 --> 00:02:52,794 a little war is quietly under way. 27 00:02:54,716 --> 00:02:59,093 Half of those brains cells are telling the other half to chill. 28 00:02:59,220 --> 00:03:04,013 Too many firings at once and we'd be having seizures day and night. 29 00:03:04,142 --> 00:03:06,218 I wasn't about to take that risk. 30 00:03:13,068 --> 00:03:17,148 This is Fiona. She's going to be joining us part-time. 31 00:03:17,280 --> 00:03:20,863 Helping us get a handle on that mess in data input. 32 00:03:21,493 --> 00:03:24,363 - Welcome aboard, Fiona. - Thanks. 33 00:03:24,496 --> 00:03:30,036 I was hoping you could be Fiona's mentor. 34 00:03:30,168 --> 00:03:32,042 Get her up to speed. 35 00:03:32,170 --> 00:03:34,578 - Mentor? - Mentor. 36 00:03:34,714 --> 00:03:38,415 Mentor. A promotion without a pay raise. 37 00:03:38,551 --> 00:03:41,837 Basically, all you do is peel off these edges 38 00:03:41,971 --> 00:03:44,842 so that they fit neatly in the box. 39 00:03:44,974 --> 00:03:47,051 And once you've filled the boxes, 40 00:03:47,185 --> 00:03:50,519 they are to be filed away and never to be seen again. 41 00:03:50,647 --> 00:03:53,850 Unless people start to eat paper. 42 00:03:53,983 --> 00:03:56,142 No one's ever gonna look at these? 43 00:03:56,277 --> 00:03:59,481 They don't even bother to label the boxes. 44 00:03:59,614 --> 00:04:04,953 At 12.30 you have a 35-minute lunch hour... Don't even ask. 45 00:04:06,287 --> 00:04:09,870 - Does anyone ever come in here? - Not a lot. Why? 46 00:04:10,000 --> 00:04:13,997 - Just feels like a good place to do stuff. - OK. Like what? 47 00:04:14,129 --> 00:04:16,287 Stuff I like to do. 48 00:04:16,423 --> 00:04:20,420 - Do you have any tattoos? - No. Do you? 49 00:04:20,552 --> 00:04:22,924 Oh, yeah. Yeah. 50 00:04:23,054 --> 00:04:25,724 - What are they? - Flowers. All flowers. 51 00:04:28,184 --> 00:04:32,229 Fiona, I really don't need to see the flowers just this second. 52 00:04:32,355 --> 00:04:34,147 Cool. 53 00:04:35,984 --> 00:04:39,602 I'm gonna be in this storage room all the fucking time. 54 00:04:39,738 --> 00:04:42,738 Fiona, I've been at Happy Time a long time 55 00:04:42,866 --> 00:04:46,698 and if I'm gonna be your mentor, I'm just saying, you know, 56 00:04:46,828 --> 00:04:49,449 you can really... 57 00:04:50,415 --> 00:04:52,704 .. benefit from my experience... 58 00:04:52,834 --> 00:04:55,669 - What are you doing? - I'm stealing pens. 59 00:04:55,795 --> 00:04:59,663 - Well, the really good ones are up there. - Cool. 60 00:05:03,345 --> 00:05:05,551 When you think about it 61 00:05:05,680 --> 00:05:09,512 half your brain is up there telling you not to do stuff 62 00:05:09,642 --> 00:05:13,058 and for the first 18 years of my life, I listened. 63 00:05:13,980 --> 00:05:16,187 And then I died. 64 00:05:17,275 --> 00:05:21,059 Truth is, when you finally do eat it, or bite it, 65 00:05:21,196 --> 00:05:24,362 or get hit by a flaming toilet seat, 66 00:05:24,491 --> 00:05:26,863 it's not the big stuff you regret, 67 00:05:26,993 --> 00:05:29,615 the "live your dreams" crap. 68 00:05:29,746 --> 00:05:32,782 Near as I can tell, it's the small stuff. 69 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:37,701 Like not reaching out to those who needed you most. 70 00:05:43,468 --> 00:05:48,177 Imagine yourself journeying through a world that is deranged, empty 71 00:05:48,306 --> 00:05:50,797 and devoid of anchors to reality. 72 00:05:52,143 --> 00:05:56,770 That is the daily struggle for those suffering schizophrenia. 73 00:05:56,898 --> 00:06:00,018 I'm Ronnie Dobbs. I'm a Capricorn. 74 00:06:00,151 --> 00:06:03,520 I really like long walks in the rain and stuff. 75 00:06:07,367 --> 00:06:08,909 That's your boy. 76 00:06:09,035 --> 00:06:13,365 I've seen them. I aspire to them. I make contact... 77 00:06:16,418 --> 00:06:22,538 They can no longer distinguish what is real from what is unreal. 78 00:06:22,674 --> 00:06:25,379 He's not quite right, is he? 79 00:06:28,805 --> 00:06:34,641 See, uh... That's for you. I gotta go in here. 80 00:06:34,769 --> 00:06:36,762 This one's mine over here. 81 00:06:37,856 --> 00:06:40,525 Oh, well. 82 00:06:45,530 --> 00:06:50,690 Occupational hazard, no? That one's gonna fall on this one. Blah, blah... 83 00:06:52,454 --> 00:06:54,779 - Yeah? - It sucks. 84 00:06:54,914 --> 00:06:57,405 - George, wait. - I have to go after him. 85 00:06:57,542 --> 00:07:00,377 - Rube wants to see you. - Tell him I'm busy. 86 00:07:01,129 --> 00:07:03,205 He said now. 87 00:07:05,759 --> 00:07:09,459 - What do you mean "clerical error"? - They had the date wrong. 88 00:07:09,596 --> 00:07:13,095 So this guy Ronnie Dobbs is not supposed to die? 89 00:07:13,224 --> 00:07:15,182 He dies, just not today. 90 00:07:15,310 --> 00:07:17,635 - See anything you like? - No. 91 00:07:17,771 --> 00:07:21,899 I've never owned a used car. I just don't see myself starting now. 92 00:07:22,025 --> 00:07:25,109 My first car was an 1898 "Systeme Panhard". 93 00:07:25,236 --> 00:07:29,697 It was actually more buggy than car but it had beautiful lines. 94 00:07:29,824 --> 00:07:31,864 It was a little jarring on my nuts. 95 00:07:31,993 --> 00:07:36,785 Used cars are for... Well, they're for other kinds of people. 96 00:07:45,131 --> 00:07:47,883 Is there a problem there, princess? 97 00:07:48,009 --> 00:07:50,844 This is not small curd cottage cheese. 98 00:07:50,970 --> 00:07:53,259 - It's large curd. - And? 99 00:07:53,390 --> 00:07:57,850 And it's just too much curd. I can't eat it and I won't. 100 00:07:57,977 --> 00:08:02,307 - What is wrong with you? - Nothing. I like things the way I like them 101 00:08:02,440 --> 00:08:06,189 and I despise big fat globules of cottage cheese. 102 00:08:06,319 --> 00:08:08,893 - Does that make me strange? - A little bit. 103 00:08:09,030 --> 00:08:11,023 This Ronnie gives me the creeps. 104 00:08:11,157 --> 00:08:16,282 He looked at me as if he knew what I was up to. He gave me this weird look. 105 00:08:16,413 --> 00:08:18,785 He's schizophrenic. All he has is weird. 106 00:08:18,915 --> 00:08:21,999 I don't think I've ever been in a used car. 107 00:08:22,127 --> 00:08:24,203 One for you and one for you. 108 00:08:24,337 --> 00:08:27,291 I don't think I've ever used anything used. 109 00:08:27,424 --> 00:08:29,001 Congratulations. 110 00:08:29,134 --> 00:08:31,921 - I have slept with married men. - How many? 111 00:08:32,053 --> 00:08:35,090 Can I watch the window washer fall to his death? 112 00:08:35,223 --> 00:08:37,548 - Sure. - Oh, can I come? 113 00:08:38,518 --> 00:08:41,804 Ronnie, you cannot go off your meds again. 114 00:08:43,231 --> 00:08:46,565 I'm your psychiatrist. I have responsibilities here. 115 00:08:47,777 --> 00:08:49,853 Ronnie, are you listening to me? 116 00:08:51,448 --> 00:08:53,773 - Yeah. - I'll tell you what... 117 00:08:53,908 --> 00:08:59,994 Why don't you let me be the one voice in your head that you actually listen to? 118 00:09:00,123 --> 00:09:03,409 Since you've proved that you can't be trusted... 119 00:09:03,543 --> 00:09:06,378 you're going to be tested twice a week. 120 00:09:08,131 --> 00:09:09,874 It's just urine tests. 121 00:09:26,816 --> 00:09:30,316 It's weird how they always fall butter-side down. 122 00:09:34,908 --> 00:09:38,526 - Come on, man. - That's for coming to work wasted. 123 00:09:38,661 --> 00:09:42,742 - You mean drunk? - I got a sweet beer bong, man. 124 00:09:42,874 --> 00:09:44,452 Yeah? 125 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:48,451 - Now that I'm dead, can I still get high? - Have you got some? 126 00:09:48,588 --> 00:09:50,581 - Yeah. - Great. 127 00:10:18,535 --> 00:10:21,204 - Hey. - Hey. 128 00:10:21,329 --> 00:10:24,994 Sorry for sticking you with that job. If you need any help... 129 00:10:25,125 --> 00:10:27,616 No, thanks. It's done. 130 00:10:27,752 --> 00:10:29,994 - Really? - Yeah. 131 00:10:31,047 --> 00:10:33,752 Thanks for all your guidance. 132 00:10:33,883 --> 00:10:36,457 Here. Have a pen. 133 00:10:52,027 --> 00:10:56,854 I realised my favourite trainee was laying down on the job. 134 00:11:04,622 --> 00:11:09,617 I had been a caring and compassionate mentor and she threw it back in my face. 135 00:11:09,753 --> 00:11:14,711 I checked the boxes. You can't just stuff the paper in like that. 136 00:11:14,841 --> 00:11:18,921 - The job was to remove the edges. - How can you be mad? 137 00:11:19,054 --> 00:11:22,220 - You're not doing your job. - You said it was bullshit. 138 00:11:23,516 --> 00:11:24,679 So? 139 00:11:24,809 --> 00:11:27,561 So I believed you. You know what you're doing. 140 00:11:27,687 --> 00:11:30,059 I wasn't disappointed. 141 00:11:30,190 --> 00:11:32,681 I was kind of proud of myself. 142 00:11:32,817 --> 00:11:37,230 I'd convinced her, like me, not to care. 143 00:11:37,364 --> 00:11:40,530 I, George Lass, could be a role model. 144 00:11:42,035 --> 00:11:46,080 - Are you reporting me? - No, Fiona. I don't think I will. 145 00:11:50,502 --> 00:11:52,625 And with that epiphany, 146 00:11:52,754 --> 00:11:56,917 long-ignored neurons went to work igniting new connections. 147 00:12:00,095 --> 00:12:03,428 And reconnecting old ones. 148 00:12:06,393 --> 00:12:09,144 Like the memory that when I was a kid, 149 00:12:09,270 --> 00:12:11,975 the tooth fairy never came to my house. 150 00:12:13,400 --> 00:12:15,476 Sure, I lost plenty of teeth 151 00:12:15,610 --> 00:12:19,524 and, sure, I stuck them under my pillow expecting a cool reward 152 00:12:19,656 --> 00:12:21,945 like cash or candy. 153 00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:26,910 But my mom thought cash and candy were crass, 154 00:12:27,038 --> 00:12:33,123 so tooth after tooth was instead rewarded with a thoughtful note meant to inspire. 155 00:12:33,253 --> 00:12:35,329 This sucks. 156 00:12:36,506 --> 00:12:39,922 At the time I thought it was a total rip-off. 157 00:12:50,395 --> 00:12:54,606 Like I said, it's the little things you regret. 158 00:12:55,650 --> 00:13:00,857 The next time I lost a tooth, it was still under my pillow in the morning. 159 00:13:02,991 --> 00:13:07,035 And then my young brain started putting it all together. 160 00:13:07,162 --> 00:13:10,613 No tooth fairy. No Easter bunny. 161 00:13:11,499 --> 00:13:13,788 No Santa. 162 00:13:13,918 --> 00:13:17,537 And I know my sister Reggie must have felt the same. 163 00:13:41,988 --> 00:13:45,238 Time to embrace the glory and be free. 164 00:13:53,792 --> 00:13:56,958 - Hey. - Hey. 165 00:13:57,087 --> 00:14:02,876 I love the park. Especially all the beautiful things you find in it. 166 00:14:03,009 --> 00:14:08,348 In case I haven't been clear, I am undead, not dead-dead. 167 00:14:08,473 --> 00:14:11,807 All those biological urges still apply. 168 00:14:12,560 --> 00:14:16,344 I think I've seen you around. I'm Ronnie. 169 00:14:16,481 --> 00:14:18,723 I'm just sitting here. 170 00:14:18,858 --> 00:14:22,559 You know, as in not talking to anyone. 171 00:14:22,696 --> 00:14:25,483 I thought you were sitting here because I was. 172 00:14:25,615 --> 00:14:29,150 OK. Another regret was I never learned to flirt. 173 00:14:29,285 --> 00:14:32,785 I guess it had something to do with the fear of rejection. 174 00:14:32,914 --> 00:14:36,497 Fortunately, fear's grip loosens when you're already dead. 175 00:14:36,626 --> 00:14:39,117 I'm sorry. That was rude. I'm George. 176 00:14:40,130 --> 00:14:43,000 - What do you do, George? - Office work. You? 177 00:14:43,133 --> 00:14:46,584 - I talk to pretty girls named George. - Oh. 178 00:14:47,637 --> 00:14:49,713 That was lame. 179 00:14:51,349 --> 00:14:57,185 I'm sorry. I'm trying to flirt with you. It's not really my thing. 180 00:14:57,313 --> 00:15:00,018 And with that, we weirdly bonded. 181 00:15:00,150 --> 00:15:03,400 The only thing standing in the way of more bonding 182 00:15:03,528 --> 00:15:09,151 was that I may have been his grim reaper. I was as close as he's ever been to death. 183 00:15:09,284 --> 00:15:12,819 - Do you want some popcorn? - No. That's OK. 184 00:15:13,955 --> 00:15:15,497 You know what's crazy? 185 00:15:15,623 --> 00:15:19,242 The human body has over two pounds of living bacteria in it. 186 00:15:19,377 --> 00:15:22,462 Not human cells, but foreign cells, OK? 187 00:15:22,589 --> 00:15:27,630 Like living creatures that set up entire communities within our bodies. 188 00:15:27,761 --> 00:15:33,217 We house them, we feed them, carry them around. 189 00:15:33,350 --> 00:15:35,508 It's a pretty sweet deal for germs. 190 00:15:36,770 --> 00:15:39,640 I'm not really a popcorn person. 191 00:15:40,440 --> 00:15:42,812 I have to go do something now. 192 00:15:44,736 --> 00:15:46,111 He's gonna die. 193 00:15:48,990 --> 00:15:51,659 That guy over there. 194 00:15:51,785 --> 00:15:54,739 Death's coming for him. You know it, don't you? 195 00:15:58,792 --> 00:16:03,501 I admit he'd caught me off guard, so I played dumb. 196 00:16:03,630 --> 00:16:07,710 I... I don't know... Huh? 197 00:16:07,842 --> 00:16:10,298 Real, real dumb. 198 00:16:18,311 --> 00:16:20,387 Heads up! 199 00:16:23,400 --> 00:16:25,938 I got it! 200 00:16:54,681 --> 00:16:59,010 You got sloppy. He's seen you on the scene one too many times. 201 00:16:59,144 --> 00:17:01,979 - He knew he was gonna die. - The guy on the bike died. 202 00:17:02,105 --> 00:17:05,853 - He knew someone was gonna die. - So you talked to him? 203 00:17:05,984 --> 00:17:11,654 - He talked to me. I... talked back. - Young fella? 204 00:17:11,781 --> 00:17:13,988 - Young enough. - Sloppy. 205 00:17:15,618 --> 00:17:19,319 - What the hell was I supposed to do? - Not be sloppy. 206 00:17:19,456 --> 00:17:24,996 I know this is cliché to hate your boss, but you're a real dickweed. 207 00:17:25,128 --> 00:17:29,505 What you're feeling right now, rage and frustration all knotted together 208 00:17:29,632 --> 00:17:33,879 binding everything from your head to your digestive tract, that's my life with you. 209 00:17:34,012 --> 00:17:38,223 The guy talked to me. What was I supposed to do? 210 00:17:38,350 --> 00:17:42,846 Steer clear of people. Undead live on the fringe of the living world. 211 00:17:42,979 --> 00:17:45,731 We're facilitators, not participants. 212 00:17:53,948 --> 00:17:55,822 These are awful. 213 00:17:58,036 --> 00:18:02,116 What I didn't tell Rube was that I should be good at this 214 00:18:02,248 --> 00:18:05,582 because I'd spent my whole life on the fringe. 215 00:18:16,179 --> 00:18:19,299 I was determined not to waste another. 216 00:18:29,275 --> 00:18:32,276 She's strange, Clancy. 217 00:18:32,404 --> 00:18:34,895 She's a strange 11-year-old. 218 00:18:35,031 --> 00:18:38,151 She's just going through a difficult time. 219 00:18:38,284 --> 00:18:42,496 She's been "going through a difficult time" for 11 years. 220 00:18:42,622 --> 00:18:45,825 I don't think that changing schools is the answer. 221 00:18:45,959 --> 00:18:48,794 In fact, it'll only exacerbate things. 222 00:18:49,879 --> 00:18:54,707 I spoke to Hank. He said we could borrow against your pension. 223 00:18:54,843 --> 00:18:58,887 We have a great public school and you want to send Reggie to private. 224 00:18:59,014 --> 00:19:01,090 It seems incredibly stupid. 225 00:19:02,100 --> 00:19:06,098 So let's just pretend that we have a normal child. OK? 226 00:19:06,229 --> 00:19:11,935 Let's pretend that going to a huge public school is gonna cater to her needs. 227 00:19:12,068 --> 00:19:14,642 She lost her sister. 228 00:19:14,779 --> 00:19:16,439 And she's lost. 229 00:19:16,573 --> 00:19:21,650 She lives in her head! God knows what's going on in there. She's inscrutable. 230 00:19:23,455 --> 00:19:26,325 - What? - Nothing. 231 00:19:26,458 --> 00:19:28,534 I'm not disagreeing. 232 00:19:31,504 --> 00:19:36,332 I'd rather you disagree. At least for once you'd be committing to something. 233 00:19:39,721 --> 00:19:45,806 Let's see how she feels about changing schools. It may not be what she wants. 234 00:19:45,935 --> 00:19:51,096 She's 11. How about we make the decisions? Act like the parents? 235 00:19:51,232 --> 00:19:53,106 Hey, honey. 236 00:19:55,445 --> 00:19:58,280 Your dad and I were just talking about you. 237 00:19:58,406 --> 00:20:02,238 About the possibility of maybe changing schools. 238 00:20:02,369 --> 00:20:06,532 Maybe going to St Theresa's over on Hillhurst. 239 00:20:08,041 --> 00:20:09,915 I wanna ride a horse. 240 00:20:15,131 --> 00:20:18,915 I was doing my best to stay on the fringe. 241 00:20:19,052 --> 00:20:21,721 Looked like someone had followed me there. 242 00:20:23,598 --> 00:20:26,469 - Why are you stalking me? - Why are you stalking me? 243 00:20:26,601 --> 00:20:27,930 I'm not. 244 00:20:28,061 --> 00:20:31,679 What were you doing with that window washer the other day? 245 00:20:32,607 --> 00:20:35,228 I don't know what you're talking about. 246 00:20:35,360 --> 00:20:40,651 Yeah. What I say to you now is probably the last words that I'll ever speak. 247 00:20:40,782 --> 00:20:43,902 It wasn't a pick-up line. 248 00:20:44,035 --> 00:20:46,953 You saw what I saw climbing on that building. 249 00:20:47,997 --> 00:20:50,156 It's death. 250 00:20:50,291 --> 00:20:53,328 It's been following me around. 251 00:20:53,461 --> 00:20:55,584 It's come to collect me. 252 00:20:55,714 --> 00:20:57,872 I knew better. 253 00:20:58,008 --> 00:21:00,843 I didn't have his Post-it any more 254 00:21:00,969 --> 00:21:05,880 and I sure didn't see any familiar faces lurking in the shadows. 255 00:21:06,016 --> 00:21:08,767 It just likes to keep an eye on us. 256 00:21:09,978 --> 00:21:13,181 It watches me all the time and I'm still here. 257 00:21:16,401 --> 00:21:20,019 # And I'm on my knees 'Cause I need some breathing room... # 258 00:21:20,155 --> 00:21:22,112 I love music. 259 00:21:24,576 --> 00:21:27,031 Well, I like listening to it. 260 00:21:27,162 --> 00:21:30,032 World pop, French club scene. 261 00:21:30,165 --> 00:21:33,498 I could burn you a great CD. 262 00:21:33,626 --> 00:21:35,500 Well, uh... 263 00:21:36,629 --> 00:21:40,627 .. how about you? What do you like listening to? 264 00:21:40,759 --> 00:21:45,800 Except for the fact that he was mentally ill and I was undead, 265 00:21:45,930 --> 00:21:48,848 it was starting to feel like a date. 266 00:21:48,975 --> 00:21:52,012 I don't know. Lots of stuff. 267 00:21:56,107 --> 00:21:59,891 - So do you have a boyfriend? - Not really... 268 00:22:01,071 --> 00:22:03,396 - No. - That's so strange. 269 00:22:04,532 --> 00:22:08,530 - Why is it strange? - I mean, it's just really cool. 270 00:22:13,458 --> 00:22:17,242 I mean, when you think about it it's pretty amazing. 271 00:22:17,379 --> 00:22:20,000 The two of us finding each other like this. 272 00:22:20,131 --> 00:22:24,259 How many billions of people are there in the world? 273 00:22:24,386 --> 00:22:27,340 And only the two of us can see death. 274 00:22:29,265 --> 00:22:34,342 - We share a gift. - You're not seeing death. 275 00:22:35,897 --> 00:22:41,057 Well, whatever it is, it's a lot easier knowing that you see it too. 276 00:22:41,194 --> 00:22:44,859 Listen. I have a job. I can't stay up all night, so... 277 00:22:44,989 --> 00:22:50,613 I can't sleep. I haven't slept in days. I'm kind of self-unmedicating. 278 00:22:50,745 --> 00:22:53,450 - You're on medication? - Was. 279 00:22:54,499 --> 00:22:59,375 Voices. Sometimes I see things that aren't really there. 280 00:22:59,504 --> 00:23:03,917 So do you hear a lot of voices? 281 00:23:04,050 --> 00:23:07,419 No, just one. I call him the Shepherd. 282 00:23:07,554 --> 00:23:12,381 - Does he tell you what to do? - He doesn't control me. 283 00:23:12,517 --> 00:23:16,681 He spends most of his time yelling at me, making me feel stupid. 284 00:23:16,813 --> 00:23:19,185 Mm. Maybe it's my mother. 285 00:23:21,818 --> 00:23:26,813 If I gave speed-racer soap and a toothbrush, this place would shine. 286 00:23:27,741 --> 00:23:31,026 Nothing too gnarly, just something to help me sleep. 287 00:23:31,161 --> 00:23:35,657 Insomnia goes with the gig. It's because we breathe in all that death. 288 00:23:35,790 --> 00:23:39,918 Like working around asbestos. Oh, there you go. 289 00:23:40,045 --> 00:23:42,286 Thank you. One? 290 00:23:42,422 --> 00:23:44,296 Is one enough? 291 00:23:44,424 --> 00:23:47,460 No. You've got that undead metabolism. 292 00:23:47,594 --> 00:23:51,342 Well, how many would a normal person have to take? 293 00:23:54,309 --> 00:23:57,760 - Have you got a fella in here? - It says one. 294 00:23:57,896 --> 00:24:02,474 Your perversions are coming into disturbing focus, Georgie. Just... 295 00:24:21,211 --> 00:24:25,043 There's a thin line between crazy people and the rest of us. 296 00:24:25,173 --> 00:24:27,746 We all have voices in our heads. 297 00:24:34,933 --> 00:24:40,176 Our parents are in there, our doubts, our fears, our desires. 298 00:24:40,313 --> 00:24:45,390 And just like crazy people, we all struggle to know which voice to listen to. 299 00:24:46,903 --> 00:24:49,275 Maybe one trick to sorting it all out 300 00:24:49,406 --> 00:24:53,154 is being careful which voices you let in in the first place. 301 00:24:54,869 --> 00:24:59,081 - What are you doing? - Oh. Um... 302 00:24:59,207 --> 00:25:03,039 I didn't feel you up or anything, I was just looking. 303 00:25:04,379 --> 00:25:08,079 I slept great. Whatever you gave me was great. 304 00:25:08,216 --> 00:25:10,541 But I'm hungry. Are you hungry? 305 00:25:10,677 --> 00:25:14,212 We could go get some breakfast. Do you like waffles? 306 00:25:14,347 --> 00:25:17,099 I'm kinda over waffles. I gotta get to work. 307 00:25:17,767 --> 00:25:22,228 - Can I tag along? - Uh... It's work. 308 00:25:31,406 --> 00:25:34,111 I was thinking about looking at hotels today. 309 00:25:34,242 --> 00:25:38,619 - Something in a suite would be nice. - I think that's a great idea, Daisy. 310 00:25:38,747 --> 00:25:41,913 - I'm sure you do. - If you need a place to crash... 311 00:25:42,042 --> 00:25:45,624 - Not in that life, not in this one, not ever. - OK. 312 00:25:48,882 --> 00:25:54,422 Hi. How did I say I wanted my eggs? I think I said soft-poached. 313 00:25:54,554 --> 00:25:59,761 These are obviously hard-poached, so I can't eat them and I won't. 314 00:25:59,893 --> 00:26:02,929 - They'll come back runny. - I think you're right. 315 00:26:03,063 --> 00:26:07,060 - Because she's gonna sneeze on them. - OK. Here we go, everyone. 316 00:26:07,192 --> 00:26:11,652 I cannot get enough of your company, so we'll have a group job tomorrow. 317 00:26:11,780 --> 00:26:14,105 - St Michael's? - It's a wedding. 318 00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:17,277 Does anyone else find this fucked up? 319 00:26:17,410 --> 00:26:20,613 - Are you familiar with Charlie Chaplin? - The silent movie guy? 320 00:26:20,747 --> 00:26:22,989 I once blew Charlie Chaplin. 321 00:26:23,124 --> 00:26:26,624 Chaplin defined that thin line between comedy and tragedy. 322 00:26:26,753 --> 00:26:30,453 You see some slob get hit in the head with a bucket of wet cement. 323 00:26:30,590 --> 00:26:35,548 From 20 feet away it's funny as hell, but get close enough to see that pain... 324 00:26:36,638 --> 00:26:38,963 .. then it's no longer funny. 325 00:26:39,099 --> 00:26:41,720 - OK. - It's like that with jobs like this. 326 00:26:41,851 --> 00:26:45,552 You gotta learn to step back like the rest of us have. 327 00:26:45,689 --> 00:26:49,556 Far enough to see the funny in everything. 328 00:26:49,693 --> 00:26:52,230 - You wanna come shopping? - Not really. 329 00:26:52,362 --> 00:26:55,731 - You need to blend in. - I have to get dressed up? 330 00:26:55,865 --> 00:27:00,243 Yeah. We get to see what you look like all gussied up. 331 00:27:02,789 --> 00:27:05,410 Do you know this guy? 332 00:27:07,085 --> 00:27:10,418 - No. - He definitely knows one of us. 333 00:27:11,965 --> 00:27:16,793 - He's cute in a "check the oil" way. - Excuse me. 334 00:27:23,852 --> 00:27:28,099 - He's sniffed out your boy, Georgie. - Her boy? Nice. 335 00:27:28,231 --> 00:27:32,015 Georgie girl has had him stashed away in her flat. 336 00:27:32,152 --> 00:27:34,310 Good for you! 337 00:27:35,030 --> 00:27:39,323 - You work with George? - She told you that? 338 00:27:40,618 --> 00:27:43,026 She said she was going to work. 339 00:27:45,915 --> 00:27:48,916 Does it look like we're working? 340 00:27:52,505 --> 00:27:55,175 - No. - We just come here to talk. 341 00:27:55,300 --> 00:27:58,503 We're sort of a group and I sort of lead it. 342 00:27:58,636 --> 00:28:01,044 - You're a doctor? - Yeah. 343 00:28:02,891 --> 00:28:04,967 Thank you. 344 00:28:12,942 --> 00:28:15,813 I dare you not to love it. 345 00:28:18,365 --> 00:28:21,235 So that's like a group session over there? 346 00:28:22,118 --> 00:28:24,277 Yeah. That's my group. 347 00:28:26,414 --> 00:28:30,198 - How's the bear claw? - It's good. 348 00:28:30,335 --> 00:28:33,704 - I'm Rube. - Ronnie. 349 00:28:36,341 --> 00:28:39,508 This is a little hard for me, Ronnie, 350 00:28:39,636 --> 00:28:43,799 and I'm choosing my words carefully, being George's doctor and all. 351 00:28:44,766 --> 00:28:48,633 Even though she's living on her own away from the facility, 352 00:28:48,770 --> 00:28:53,432 I try to get a feel for the quality of people she hangs out with. 353 00:28:53,566 --> 00:28:57,267 I'm just saying whatever you've got planned, be careful. 354 00:28:57,404 --> 00:29:00,404 She's had a tough row in life. 355 00:29:00,532 --> 00:29:04,481 Frankly, she can be a danger to herself when stressed. 356 00:29:06,162 --> 00:29:09,163 And others. Follow? 357 00:29:09,874 --> 00:29:12,828 - I think so. - Good. You seem like a good kid. 358 00:29:12,961 --> 00:29:16,959 I'd appreciate it if you'd leave. You're making my group anxious. 359 00:29:19,884 --> 00:29:21,794 OK. 360 00:29:25,640 --> 00:29:30,267 Head out. George and I need to talk. I gotta make a sissy. 361 00:29:46,494 --> 00:29:50,872 Well, she's still on the horse, so I guess that's a good thing. 362 00:29:50,999 --> 00:29:52,873 I guess. 363 00:30:06,139 --> 00:30:11,382 I didn't pick the guy up. He said he could see gravelings. You can't get mad at me. 364 00:30:11,519 --> 00:30:14,604 - Do I look mad? - A little. 365 00:30:16,232 --> 00:30:17,976 Thank you. 366 00:30:18,902 --> 00:30:24,027 Do you know what would happen if the living knew we were here among them? 367 00:30:24,991 --> 00:30:27,565 It would up-end the world. 368 00:30:27,702 --> 00:30:32,448 Believe me. You do not want to be responsible for a Biblical panic. 369 00:30:32,582 --> 00:30:34,409 I didn't tell him anything. 370 00:30:34,542 --> 00:30:38,077 You didn't say you were a reaper? Or talk about gravelings? 371 00:30:38,254 --> 00:30:43,082 I said that I could see them too. That's all. He thinks they're death. 372 00:30:43,218 --> 00:30:47,927 - He told you he's schizophrenic? - He said he's on medication for seeing things. 373 00:30:50,100 --> 00:30:55,556 Well, maybe what we really have is a mentally unstable young man 374 00:30:55,689 --> 00:30:57,811 who thinks you're the cat's meow. 375 00:30:57,941 --> 00:31:02,270 So this is all some plot on his part to get in my pants? 376 00:31:02,404 --> 00:31:05,855 All men are liars where pretty girls are implicated. 377 00:31:05,990 --> 00:31:09,656 You can see their noses growing. Trust me. 378 00:31:12,038 --> 00:31:14,327 So you think I'm pretty. 379 00:31:15,417 --> 00:31:19,746 - Do you like convertibles? - Yeah. I guess. 380 00:31:20,880 --> 00:31:24,499 I once gave Errol Flynn a hand-job in a convertible. 381 00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:28,002 That's a nice story. 382 00:31:28,930 --> 00:31:32,133 So tell me about this guy. 383 00:31:32,267 --> 00:31:35,683 What's there to tell? He's crazy and he sees gravelings. 384 00:31:35,812 --> 00:31:38,979 - That's a first. - Rube says it's not possible. 385 00:31:39,107 --> 00:31:41,645 - That's Rube. - What do you mean? 386 00:31:41,776 --> 00:31:46,355 If he can't wrap his brain around something unexplained it doesn't exist. 387 00:31:46,489 --> 00:31:49,194 It's sad, really. Do you like him? 388 00:31:51,411 --> 00:31:53,902 Did I mention he's crazy? 389 00:31:54,998 --> 00:31:57,074 What kind of car is that? 390 00:31:58,752 --> 00:32:00,958 I am a sucker for platinum. 391 00:32:04,007 --> 00:32:07,423 - What are you doing? - Getting us a ride. 392 00:32:12,265 --> 00:32:14,803 I love your car. 393 00:32:14,934 --> 00:32:17,770 Thanks. I love your breasts. 394 00:32:17,896 --> 00:32:21,062 Do you have room for two? We're trying to get downtown. 395 00:32:21,191 --> 00:32:25,188 Sure. I'll just get this out of here. 396 00:32:37,791 --> 00:32:40,364 Hey! What the fuck! Hey! 397 00:32:45,882 --> 00:32:51,173 I thought it was really something this morning seeing you up on that horse. 398 00:32:51,304 --> 00:32:53,261 Here. 399 00:32:55,517 --> 00:32:58,221 I used to ride when I was young. 400 00:32:58,353 --> 00:33:03,229 There was a stable within walking distance of Grandma Phyl's house. 401 00:33:18,540 --> 00:33:21,244 I don't want this. 402 00:33:21,376 --> 00:33:26,583 - Excuse me? - I don't like riding. It makes my hips hurt. 403 00:33:27,340 --> 00:33:29,914 - Oh. - I want this. 404 00:33:31,553 --> 00:33:34,886 - A drum set? - Yeah. 405 00:33:37,726 --> 00:33:41,723 Well, my job is not to give you your every desire. 406 00:33:41,855 --> 00:33:45,021 Especially when you throw it back in my face. 407 00:33:46,776 --> 00:33:49,563 In future, when someone gives you a gift, 408 00:33:49,696 --> 00:33:54,654 you might want to have the decency to say thank you, even if you hate it. 409 00:33:56,911 --> 00:33:59,367 Thank you. 410 00:33:59,497 --> 00:34:02,913 Why does everything always have to be such a struggle? 411 00:34:04,961 --> 00:34:07,203 I don't know. 412 00:34:08,298 --> 00:34:10,207 - Right. - I don't. 413 00:34:15,722 --> 00:34:19,720 Grandma Phyl was very supportive of my love of horses. 414 00:34:21,394 --> 00:34:23,470 She bought me lessons. 415 00:34:23,605 --> 00:34:27,104 Even bought me a handmade saddle from Spain. 416 00:34:27,233 --> 00:34:30,400 I used to ride every day after school and weekends. 417 00:34:30,528 --> 00:34:35,440 She wanted me to be good enough to compete... which I hated. 418 00:34:35,575 --> 00:34:39,952 At the time I thought she was giving me what I wanted. 419 00:34:41,831 --> 00:34:45,876 - I suppose you'll want lessons. - I figured I'd just teach myself. 420 00:34:50,090 --> 00:34:55,001 I'll have to talk to your father. You know how he likes a quiet house. 421 00:35:01,434 --> 00:35:05,052 I'm not a big fan of weddings, but a job is a job. 422 00:35:05,855 --> 00:35:11,016 So I sat there watching those 50 happy people gathered to celebrate a marriage, 423 00:35:11,194 --> 00:35:13,602 dressed in their Sunday best, 424 00:35:14,155 --> 00:35:16,729 about to hear some priest's flowery words 425 00:35:17,534 --> 00:35:21,697 about the joining together of two souls, uniting as one, blah-blah, blah, blah... 426 00:35:22,622 --> 00:35:24,911 Until death do them part... 427 00:35:25,458 --> 00:35:28,625 .. which would be in about 11 minutes. 428 00:35:29,379 --> 00:35:30,956 Hey. 429 00:35:33,258 --> 00:35:36,175 - You gotta get out of here. - I need to talk. 430 00:35:36,302 --> 00:35:39,885 - Not right now. - Please. 431 00:35:43,727 --> 00:35:44,841 Come on. 432 00:35:48,356 --> 00:35:50,563 How did you find me? 433 00:35:50,692 --> 00:35:55,520 I waited outside your building and the rest was pretty easy. 434 00:35:55,655 --> 00:35:59,024 - Did I see your doctor in there? - Doctor? 435 00:35:59,159 --> 00:36:04,034 - Rube. - He might be. We run in the same circle. 436 00:36:04,164 --> 00:36:06,737 What is it you have to say? 437 00:36:08,168 --> 00:36:12,545 - I just wanted to kiss you. - No... No way. I can't... 438 00:36:14,883 --> 00:36:17,837 It was my first post-death kiss. 439 00:36:17,969 --> 00:36:20,377 That alone made it memorable. 440 00:36:22,182 --> 00:36:24,851 Actually, I came to say goodbye. 441 00:36:24,976 --> 00:36:27,847 And my first post-death kiss off. 442 00:36:27,979 --> 00:36:29,853 I'm on the run. 443 00:36:29,981 --> 00:36:31,890 OK. 444 00:36:32,025 --> 00:36:34,730 I've got friends in Boise. 445 00:36:34,861 --> 00:36:37,696 I can't stay in the city. 446 00:36:37,822 --> 00:36:42,568 I'll be tested. I'll have to stay on my meds and I won't do that. 447 00:36:42,702 --> 00:36:46,154 My eyes have been opened. I mean, like you. 448 00:36:47,540 --> 00:36:51,123 I've seen death and I can't shut that off. 449 00:36:51,252 --> 00:36:53,328 I don't want to. 450 00:37:09,104 --> 00:37:13,600 - Did you, uh...? - I don't... I can't really say. 451 00:37:16,861 --> 00:37:18,937 Everybody out! 452 00:37:19,072 --> 00:37:22,655 Everybody needs to get out or you're all gonna die! 453 00:37:22,784 --> 00:37:25,405 You really shouldn't have done that. 454 00:37:28,456 --> 00:37:31,493 It's the Holy Ghost I'm worried about. 455 00:37:31,626 --> 00:37:36,371 You're not welcome in this church. Peanut, you are trying my patience. 456 00:37:36,506 --> 00:37:39,044 - We have to warn them. - Don't. Stop. 457 00:37:40,885 --> 00:37:43,174 Why wouldn't we? 458 00:37:44,848 --> 00:37:48,892 - You want this to happen? - This has nothing to do with what I want. 459 00:37:49,019 --> 00:37:51,592 - But you're Death. - No! 460 00:37:51,730 --> 00:37:54,221 This makes perfect sense. 461 00:37:54,357 --> 00:37:58,058 Death taking the form of a beautiful girl, trying to trick me. 462 00:37:58,194 --> 00:38:02,239 I wasn't getting mushy because he said I was beautiful. 463 00:38:02,365 --> 00:38:07,608 I'm not all that. I'm just a cog. I sort of work for Death. 464 00:38:07,746 --> 00:38:10,912 Rube? He's Death? 465 00:38:11,041 --> 00:38:13,117 No. He's... 466 00:38:14,336 --> 00:38:16,873 .. middle management. 467 00:38:17,005 --> 00:38:21,334 But he knows about you, which means upper management knows about you 468 00:38:21,468 --> 00:38:26,806 and, in this case, upper management probably is Death. 469 00:38:27,432 --> 00:38:28,463 Oh. 470 00:38:28,600 --> 00:38:32,680 So you may have to run farther than Idaho. 471 00:38:35,774 --> 00:38:38,561 You may now kiss the bride. 472 00:38:50,497 --> 00:38:54,364 I can't exactly tell you why I needed to kiss him. 473 00:38:54,501 --> 00:38:58,035 I just knew I'd regret it if I hadn't. 474 00:38:58,171 --> 00:39:01,505 And then... I did my job. 475 00:39:06,888 --> 00:39:08,964 You should stay away from me. 476 00:39:39,045 --> 00:39:42,461 Did you do it? Good girl. 477 00:39:43,883 --> 00:39:47,584 You're not her doctor, are you? You're not his patient. 478 00:39:48,722 --> 00:39:53,633 No. I'm not her doctor. She's not my patient. 479 00:39:54,978 --> 00:39:59,474 I thought I saw Death coming for me. I guess I was right. 480 00:40:22,088 --> 00:40:24,793 - They're not going to Bali, are they? - No. 481 00:40:24,924 --> 00:40:28,091 That's one of the saddest things I've ever heard. 482 00:40:28,219 --> 00:40:30,295 They don't seem to mind. 483 00:40:41,858 --> 00:40:44,942 You know, I really liked kissing you. 484 00:40:51,368 --> 00:40:55,033 In Ronnie's head, maybe he thought he could fly 485 00:40:55,163 --> 00:40:58,034 or that I had some kind of special gift. 486 00:40:59,584 --> 00:41:02,289 I guess he was right. 487 00:41:02,420 --> 00:41:04,496 Maybe I do. 488 00:41:06,841 --> 00:41:12,049 We all create in our heads who we are and who we want others to be. 489 00:41:15,266 --> 00:41:17,888 And how we view ourselves, 490 00:41:18,019 --> 00:41:21,020 hero, victim, loved, unloved, 491 00:41:21,147 --> 00:41:23,223 changes over time. 492 00:41:28,530 --> 00:41:32,527 Those little neurons spark along, working overtime, 493 00:41:32,659 --> 00:41:35,232 creating what we believe. 494 00:41:41,543 --> 00:41:45,872 So in that way, the mind kind of works like magic... 495 00:41:46,715 --> 00:41:49,632 .. making what we desire happen. 496 00:41:56,141 --> 00:42:02,345 And, in the end, maybe the trick to sorting it all out is trusting your voice 497 00:42:02,480 --> 00:42:04,806 and being true to yourself, 498 00:42:04,941 --> 00:42:06,898 chasing your bliss. 499 00:42:15,118 --> 00:42:18,321 You know, all the clichés-on-parade crap 500 00:42:18,455 --> 00:42:21,372 like marching to the beat of your own... 501 00:42:22,751 --> 00:42:24,542 .. whatever. 502 00:43:11,091 --> 00:43:13,629 Subtitles: Sue Whitfield ww. broadcasttext. com 503 00:43:14,305 --> 00:43:20,945 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org